Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Approx 888 days ago
That spot I first saw you,
Our first eye contact,
Our first conversation
Your first message,
first and every SMS,
You are the first girl I love,
Even If I'm only a friend to you,
I can't make a clean break,
cause you always on my mind.
An one way love traffic?
By all means then.
It doesn't matter.
I can't forsee the future,
But I can promise
Whatever happens,
I'll be there for you,
Whenever you need me.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Christmas Lightup performance was awesome, my part was real easy to play, but it's not about me, its about how the whole team plays, the rhythm, timing, accuracy. It was pretty much there, an addition of a few more mikes would have made it better. Nevertheless, It was great efort put in by the whole Guitar Ensemble, esp the instructors who fork out time during their precious weekends to guide us through the preparations and rehearsals, and of course, not forgetting Sparkz with those wonderful songs, and it was Jazzkids, I believe, for the dance, in an attempt to hype up the crowd
The crowd was no too bad, there were many curious onlookers helpers, From BB, community chest, beneficiaries and etc. Still, It was kind of overwhelming to stay right beside the President, greeting him with a handshake, exchanging a few words, and staying right beside him for a group photo!It was a pleasure performing for him and all the audience. Lucky Peter and me!I guess all of us were feeling pretty much honored. haha! We are weak as individuals, but made strong as we work as a team. Indeed, these kinds of activities add spice and insights and add twist to a usual typical night. It was an invaluable experience.
Work made me realise how precious Friday nights and weekends are, Friday nights was the usual small gathering among a handful of us, just catching up with each others and updating about our week over dinner. It was usually followed by playing lan for about an hour or two.
Steamboat a couple of weeks ago was good, affordable price, more than edible food and eye candies.
I'm not angry, nor sad. I'm just disappointed, or maybe I should have seen it coming, It always end with that kind of ending. With you, It's as if I'm on a roller coaster ride, Up and down, high and low, before coming to a premature ending. After an indefinite period of time, it as if another ride starts, maybe just longer this time more sharps turns that brings about more thrill and excitement , but like a typical roller coaster ride, it has to stop eventually, it has gotta end cause whatever I do, whatever I said, It seems like it helped you, but its definitely not the case, and time and above I'm always prove right. Its not your fault, cause maybe you are not even aware, or you are just ignoring, It doesn't matter. I took the ride, I bear the consequences, Good luck, have fun. This time I shall end the ride before the rides ends on me.
I'm clueless, sometimes It really hard to read your mind, sometimes you are just not being real in front of me. Maybe I've been trying too hard, maybe it just pointless, maybe I'm raeding to much into a trivial matter
all I know is If you happy,I'm happy too. Maybe when you reading this, You won't even know I'm actually referring to you, oh well, maybe its better this way, You have your prince charming, I have my own bridge to cross. I'll still prepare the stuffs we promise each other, You said you won't forget, we shall see, maybe I'll be prove right once again.
Once a friend,always a friend. I know you have a lot of friends, but I'll still be there for you whenever you need me. It my principle to help friends when they are in need, moreover, when that person is You.
Woah, I feel better after blogging this out, sounds emo huh? Don't worry, I'll be back to my usual self real soon
What kills you, makes you stronger.
I kill love before it kills me.
The ride is rough, but the experience's precious.
I think and think, and I'm not worthy of you love.
I'm outta here.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
I've been thinking quite a bit for the past few weeks, but I just can't, There always something that reminds me of you, every single time.
Anyway, here's something I came across today. You should seriously check this out, Yeah yeah, Its not just their looks but their voices as well! The lyrics are great too.
I'm in love with them, eh, I mean the Song, and their voices, and esp their EYES!
I am officially missing you.
Friday, October 9, 2009
Alright, so I got my September allowance a couple of days ago, ahhahhahha, anyway, its not about the money. Oh well, There's nothing much for me to do, so I have tried everything to kill time, youtube, soccer news, facebook, videos, movies, reading blogs, stoning, basically anything that comes to my mind, that can help me make time seemingly faster
and so I did this in about half an hour time, LOL. okay okay, no need you to tell me, I know its ugly, I just wanna put up for fun.
Anyway, there's one strange thing with the pic, hahhahhahha, see if you guys can spot it =)
Sigh, this week has been rather chaotic, I can't wait for 6pm. Have a great weekend!
Sunday, October 4, 2009
362 days and counting to the next children day. At times, i wished i can be a kid forever,
just cry and you will be feed
just smile and you will be loved
just crawl and you will be praised
just laugh and you will be hugged
Its a long time but I'll wait.
Oh, I just found an new eye candy! Heh! Thanks to zh! She looks just like dawn yeoh! hohoho!!! I LOVE CUTE BABES with sweet voice and big eyes, *highs* I am like on ecstasy.
I know its random, but anyone wants go kite flying this coming Sunday? I am serious.
Friday, October 2, 2009
Theo walcott is back. his speed is essential to fast paced counter attacking moves. I just hope that he doesn't get himself injured again, Keep it and the games'll come, and the crosses will get better. RVP's in the form of his life now, and the gunners are up against Blackburn at the Emirates, so anything less than a win is unacceptable, still, i reckon it will be a physical game.
Fann and Christopher tied the knot a couple of days ago, and it was broadcast live, hahahha, nice ambiance, food, classy, romantic, fun, everything is there, Hope they will have a blissful marriage, and oh, Dawn Yeoh is so cute, and hot! hahhahhaha! I love her eyes! I think i am nuts! Weekends is here, tmr gonna be a packed day.