They all say, everyone needs a lifetime partner, which I do agree. however, there is always another saying, which goes like, " Due to unforeseen circumstances..."
Since 15 months ago, I thought I had sort out my thoughts, and made up my mind. Work helps a lot, it just kills my time and keeps me occupied, but the feeling comes on coming back,
hmm, something like a YO-YO. Friends around
aint helping either, but not their fault though, cause everyone hates being lonely.
Still, it's all in the mind, and I'm trying my best to stave off the temptations. maybe it's the fear that's holding me back.
I've failed once, and like they said, once bitten, twice shy.
Oh man,
i'm heading to bed with a heavy heart, knowing a long week of work awaits me.